I’ve spent the end of my summer
Listening to these songs I know you don’t like
I’ve been wondering where you are and who you’re with
We used to lay on your kitchen floor at two a.m.
I was forty miles away from my house but I never felt so at home
I was forty miles away from my house
You never called before you left to move west
I was just dead weight pulling you down
I’ll move forward without the person I need
When somethings fallen apart as many times as us
I can’t put it back together it’s not the same
You still run through my head every night
When I lay in bed
You used to cover up the cigarette burn on the passenger seat
of my car
Now there’s just empty coffee cups
And long drives by myself
Once someone’s cheats how do you even forgive them. Let alone stay with them and trust them. Especially when they never even told you the truth.
Sometimes I wonder how much love I even have left to give. I’ve spent my whole life trying to be a good person, trying to be nice to everyone, tell them how special they are and somewhere in between then and now I seem to have lost my way.
I gave out so much love just wishing for it in return. So desperate to be loved, to feel like I matter to someone that I never even realized all the people I was hurting in the process.
It’s so beautiful to kiss
means a lot to you.
Everything around me is starting to weigh me down. But I’m not dead, I swear to God, I’m making my way out.
I am broken, I am beaten’